Kaleidoscopic Eyes

My grandfather’s viewing is at 1pm today, I just pray I can keep it together not for myself, but for my grandmother. This week is going to be anything but easy.

My papa’s viewing is tomorrow. His cremation is Wednesday and the service is being held Thursday, it’s going to be a long week.

I am not okay.

I feel hollow. Empty.
I’m tired. So tired…
Papa, I am going to miss
You more than I thought I
Could miss anything on this
Earth…I love you.

"Truth is not something you can appropriate easily and quickly. You certainly cannot sleep or dream yourself to the truth. No, you must be tried, do battle, and suffer if you are to acquire the truth for yourself. It is a sheer illusion to think that in relation to the truth there is an abridgement, a short cut that dispenses with the necessity for struggling for it."

Dani and John Snow are the most precious kitties alive.

Currently more animals than humans live in my apartment, no complaints really.

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"We are so used to releasing words, we don’t know what to do with them if they stay. No matter how many times we let them go, they come back. The words that matter always stay."
David Levithan,The Realm of Possibility

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"The truth is humbling, terrifying, and often exhilarating. It blows the doors off the hinges and fills the world with fresh air."
Augusten Burroughs

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